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Morning. I have one question for you all that applies or just a view point. Are you more of a target for flirty inappropriate seniors ranging from 60s to 80s, while they are in a relationship or married? Unsure why this happens to me, but I do find it disrespectful to their partners when they not around. Unless they give them the green papers for more than one partner, then I just call it the way I see it. Lol. The majority just don't share that way. It's always the old folks for me, but I'm not far from 50 either. I just look a bit younger than being in my early 40s. Amusing topic, though.

It really hit me as a remission alcoholic on why the former on-going pleasure itself got boring? Simply hearing or listening to a random person's story or taking in nature itself is far more valuable in contrast. Considering where the world is going, what's perceived as "the little things" over work slavery and materialism, should be treated as fundamentally important forms of connections. Fortunately, the two aren't a coping mechanisms. It's just a part of what we living things do.

I should try this. Haven't looked much at this....

Wow. I'll be working at home someday. Heat exhaustion Thursday was pretty dangerous prior to fully recovering about 48 hours later. The ER said that my employee health department were perfectly accountable withholding that "no go outside cleaning" meeting from me. It took another manager who didn't work over me to tell me to come inside to work, where the main manager didn't care, but was too late. Decided to move on from that contract. I'll never rush a money bulid up for another house ever again. I would say I'm at more fault for that.

Thanks for the laughs ya'll. I know I overthink too much.

Maybe I'm overthinking it. After all, I was around a heavy religious family at the time. It had me thinking at the time with the year 2000 end of the world meme. Lol.

My theory to that were biblical scriptures where the world loses it's predictability, turning the last days into infinite severe chaos? Considering the group was formed a couple of years before the year 2000, when alot of people at the time thought the resurrection of Jesus was going to take place. I figured they've seen that as a cash in deal. Thus, how the NWO was founded and the story behind blasphemous temptation of the flesh (wickedness), metaphorically on how the regime steadily grew in numbers.

Funny and corny club, but nostalgic for its time.

You can do alot with those template ingredients. From breakfast to lunch in a comfort food perspective? Eggs, cheese, smothered diced lamb or steaks or smothered shrimps with your own seafood gravy twist? Any kind of meat really. Very good options here.

The summer heat is both kryptonite and the red sun, at the sametime. Be safe.

Had to quit a specific contract location. Don't you hate it when assistant managers think they can get away with what they say about you when their general manager isn't around? Clowning them a little in public was just to have a look at themselves. You can't to talk to customers or sub employees any kind of way, but they've felt some kind of way when I've took the verbal stuff a little too far. That was the point though. It shouldn't have come to that. I feel like working isn't for me sometimes. I get triggered way too much and laugh at them in public when get even knowing I get them back from their own behavior toward me in return, even worse when you use it as a defense mechanism for sport. That's pretty sadistic. I need a long vacation. Lol.

So, you are still around? Interesting.

Turns out that American Immersive Theather auditions were for anti SAG AFTRA people. Giving my resume to them which interprets SAG project based aspiration? Disqualified me. Not necessarily a loss, because they only pay you $100 to $200 per play, which looks really bad for them given the times we're in. I understand the anti Hollywood mindset, but they aren't any different given their financial and behavioral treatment of their employees. So, is this woke culture in reverse? Maybe. I don't know. Lol.

This is beautiful. Thank you.

Theater acting travel audition today. I'm glad I didn't take the correctional officer temp travel. Hope I can pass it this time around, because they've kept my portfolio as future potential. I should find myself more in life.

Terry Bogard, is awesome. Lol.

https://www.cnbc.com/2023/08/02/feds-subpoena-wwe-boss-vince-mcmahon-serve-search-warrant-.html If guilty, then not surprised. Learn to manage that side of you.

Trump has the best indictments. Indictments like no one has ever seen before. For some reason, everytime I see or hear the name Trump, I think of Turnips. Guess I'm really a foodie.