Lord Vega

I lost several pounds and my face looks significantly better. I also look younger, too. I'm like wow. I have not really aged in the past 20 years. When I gain weight, I look older and when I lose weight, I look younger and better looking. I actually like my face a lot especially when I am skinny.

My social media is filled with controversial topics. I will probably never get a job now.

I believe that the government, certain religious organizations, and entertainment media are part of the Satanic Control Matrix. Another thing that that girl told me; she said that the Satanist want me to rule this planet as a dictator, but my real purpose is to save it from darkness and bring it to light.

Supposedly I am the Devil himself according to some girl who is supposedly psychic. She probably lied. She told some crazy ass stuff like I am part of the Elite Bloodline. I have met some really interesting people in my life. They see me as God and or the Devil.

Supposedly the Royals are just a bunch of Satanic criminals.

Yes, I was responding to you. To be certain is to have faith in what I have realized as truth. I've done a lot of research on this. I also meditated on this a lot. I see the proof everywhere.

I have not mastered supreme confidence as well. It would be one of the greatest things to have. When you have that, you can do anything.

The mind can be a terrible thing if you don't take control of it. I also realized that most dark thoughts are simply not true.

I'm a loner, too. My friends come and go.

The matches that I uploaded on YouTube years ago for USFIV were hilariously epic.

I might hook up with a girl that looks like that. ^

To me order and purpose is the nature of the Universe, therefore there are reasons for everything. If there is no order and purpose, the Universe will fall apart and cease to exist. The Universe has mechanisms that imply there is order and purpose. Just look at the human body. It is obviously designed with functions that imply order and purpose. It has a set pattern of design therefore it makes sense. Reasonable patterns makes sense. It's not just some random blob with no function that has no reason and meaning behind it's design. Reason and meaning is born out of purpose and order. There are patterns of Order all over creation; patterns that imply meaning like a word or a sentence. Even random patterns have meaning and they mean Chaos.

Seth in SFIV is the Hindu God Shiva. Dr. Manhattan can be Shiva, too. He is a composite of Jesus, Krishna, Shiva, and The Buddha.

I quit coffee. I feel like I am gradually quitting my bad habits.

I'm running out of things to say. Ha ha ha! I tend to be a detached person. I usually feel and think nothing, but I am not depressed since I don't feel bad. I sometimes feel high out of nowhere even though I don't smoke weed anymore. It's a natural high, I guess. Sometimes, I feel like I am part of my surroundings and reality is a dream. Lately, I've been feeling this warm energy running through my body. I wonder what it is...

Yeah, overanalyzing makes you lose the point. People who do that are just trying too hard to look smart, yes.

weneedhim is awesome.

Becoming a powerful Light being is possible. It takes a lot of work though. Dr. Manhattan's body was basically made out of a blue ray of Light.

I don't use pillows. I'm more comfortable without a pillow.

The stuff I say is really simple. They are easy to understand.

When it's not under control it can get pretty bad. For example if I am playing a racing game like Gran Turismo and I am doing time attacks, I can go on and on until I get the fastest time possible and that can get pretty stressful. Acceleration, breaking, turning, and timing must be just right according to my skill level so that I can go as fast as possible. It can really disappointing when I don't go fast enough. I use a steering wheel and peddle set to play GT and I would get so obsessed with it that my hands would develop callouses from handling the wheel.

I have OCD, but it's under control. I tend to be a perfectionist which is a form of OCD. I don't really mind it since it's under control and it makes me do things the "right" way.

Glass bottle sodas are usually good. They usually don't have high fructose corn syrup. That stuff is terrible. Glass bottle sodas from Mexico are good and they have real cane sugar.

I am a supernatural being who affects lifeforms strangely.

We don't remember most of our lives and most people don't realize that. 90 percent of your life has been forgotten. All you remember is a compressed version with many details left out. There is this rare condition that some people have where they remember every moment of their lives.