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The Jazz Fest in Nola was the worst event I've ever worked lol. So, disorganized so far.

Somehow I'm very interested in this person. Lol. Please come back to Twitter.

The medical field is a lost cause. They don't want you to question them, invoking because "I know more than you" to us speech. We just know their motives and they can't hide it. Lol.

The worsing of hypertension is really going to catch up with you. I've had essential hypertension since growing up. I already know that I'll have cardiovascular issues down the line from over vigilance, emotional pain, and other situational emotional triggers that weakened the heart. You will need to do alot better than this, tovarisch. Don't go down this path.

Well, that had me in tears laughing. Holy shit. XD

I'm not sure why, but lately, I feel like I should have a child one day. What the hell. Lol.

That's the thing, though. The system in place was designed for what it was intended to do. The offenders are used as pawns to display that. And when we are inherently about self interest rooted from our own biology, that's profitable across the board to corporations. It's indiscriminate, which is why they will never do anything about that. Much of what previous and recent generations were taught to believe were from a motive in which only benefits the founders who started it in the first place. It's despair born of hope basically. Not necessarily a genius move from them, but just very much human.

https://youtube.com/shorts/-KOxSWwQ3AI?feature=share Silly. A baby girl was crying, because her Dad called her a Democrat from this youtube short. Hate to see children cry like that. Lol.

https://www.businessinsider.com/russian-tank-mysteriously-appears-off-louisiana-highway-report-2023-4?amp Really....? Ruined my day with this nonsense.

Amusing, but I'll show my reason only this once. It has much more to do with the political side of this. Not that I have much to say, but the left and right people just are their own worst enemies or anything similar enough to them. When everything is politically motivated by dispositions of minority or majority groups, the ones in office or those supervised by them, you acknowledge that they don't have your best interest. They only use your own misfortune to fatten their wallets, and something so messy just to talk about, just turns into a popular and agitated media topic. Generally that is how humans work, unfortunately. Never voted before, but this is why i don't. Humans are about self interest and many accept that you can't improve a selfless pipe dream dead horse, based on subjective/objective behaviors. I've just accepted the total void in good and evil concepts. Trying to comprehend that, I've let this go, the way things are, the conflict, contradicts, and etc. Being in my own world just makes me feel better. Lol.

I adore them. You know what I mean. Lol. Thanks for the laugh though. 😝

I feel no regrets walking away from them. Good riddance.

I wouldn't be able to handle either situation with more modern constructs authetically, which is just one of reasons why I've never or will ever children in the first place, given my more nihilistic look on life growing up. The result of my "what if" parenthood rubbed off to either case, those children would be very similar to me. They would feel like they don't belong in society and be more inclined to being watched based off of their words and actions or cross lines with the law.

She's actually 22 years old. She had cancer and complications from it permanently stunned her growth when she was around 8 to 10 years old. A 26 year old male is dating her. I'm interested in watching more on this, as different and shocking as this is.

I should buy a Steam Deck. The PC is awkward to play on. I prefer handhelds all the way.

Ain't trying to make a habit out of long ass posts like this. Store associates just pisses me off. I need to leave Louisiana.

I think I should boycott Walmart one days. Granted, it's around the corner by me. It's just that the associates make things a burden for me over there. They tend to call the police on me after i enter the store, even though I buy from them everytime I go there. That's been going on for months now. I've found out why that is, which is the way that I look and dress. The two personal factors for them considered to be "wicked". The gas station "Texaco" years back, I've gotten one of my acquitances to ask why they've banned me there, they've said "We don't know what kind of person you are". There was one employee that I've worked with and had to ask this question out of insecurity if I look suspicious. He answered "people with a vibe like yours with an adorable smile and youthful face is not reassuring to be trusted. I wouldn't trust you at all, no offense to you". I just won't go to Walmart anymore.

That was an edgy reply, but I've always been a nazi in the term against people i very much dislike. I can't be kind to stupid ass people like Cisco anymore. It's a new year and I'll 1up in my edginess each year going forward. So there. 😝

I just can't take you seriously, at this point. If you have to confind yourself to other people for that level of validation, then you are just a "lapdog". And given your messy past with me personally, that's what you are. I have too much arrogant pride in me to be in any kind of group anymore. I prefer my own space. Take that as you like.

And I agree, but growing up, they've concluded me as non religious from the start without me saying a word to them. When you go from being seen as the favorite child as trash on the street, it was satisfying for them at the time. Alot of isolation between us growing up, but we weren't much for each other, so there's that from family generally. I was seen as "Satan" out of the bunch and they've did everything it took to lock me up in mental institutions or prison before. My father and siblings needed a plan for this "soul purity" case from a false police report, but since I'm Louisiana, police are reluctant to take action against you, whether true or not. That almost cost my future years ago, but stay away from them ever since. My mental health was really the penalty of being around family members. I just wish my nieces and nephews the best going forward. The feeling is emotional for me.