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Tragically, she doesn't post enough, but here's some new stuff from my #1 honey again... goddamn she's so incredible
 
 

dammit I fell asleep even though I took a  nap earlier in the afternoon... now for the wait on it to appear on "OnDemand"... I really am just going to hook up that ancient VCR like I've said before and just do the "timer record" thing like back in the day.  I am not sure how it is on other services but here on Comcast, at least with CN Toonami, the shows don't even show up on there until Monday... I don't have their dvr function; I would most likely have to upgrade my level of service for that.  

Tragically, she doesn't post enough, but here's some new stuff from my #1 honey again... goddamn she's so incredible
 
 

these bastards are trying to sneak the damn show past me, man... I just randomly checked out CN and My Hero Academia is already on... so I just got "lucky" catching it right now since they apparently moved it up in the schedule.  I guess this is because Attack on Titan is debuting at the 10pm slot tonight.
 
*as usual in this sort of story... the ones that don't look human anymore really got the raw deal... I'd love superhpowers, sure... but I'd still like to look human. (*though a monstrous transformation would be a cool power; I'll take that....sheeeit, I'd like to have the "vampire lord"form from Skyrim... or the Wizard's Archon from from Diablo 3...or just a general "monster form" of myself like Zarbon from DBZ)

...and the only real downside of lucid dreaming is when the thing ends....it's almost always unexpected and just before something else cool is about to happen.  I've found that this seems to happen sometimes because I'm thinking too much about it...at least that is my assumption.  The previous one I had was last year, where once again I was flying around...outside in the night sky this time... and I was pondering this idea of feeling like I'm in 2 places at once--- on one hand I was really asleep on my couch...but I clearly felt like I was also outside flying around in the sky... even noticing the details like how the cold winds felt all around me, clothes flapping in the wind.  I kept thinking about how this is even really possible that it 100% feels like I'm really flying, but my physical body is back there on the couch at home...like perhaps it's some "out of body" experience sort of thing and that part of the "self" truly is somewhere else while the body sleeps... then I woke up, sadly.
 
Reality simply cannot hang with a lucid dream.  In Dreamland, we can become gods.
 
It would be nice if we could somehow take a checklist into the next lucid dreaming state...y'know, to have a general plan of what to do.  I'm not sure I've ever done the "epic transformation" like some character out of an anime before...that would be cool...some accompanying theme music for it would be good too....
I've had dreams about being something or someone else already though, with no transformation sequence... one time I was actually Jack Bauer, working with CTU to stop another terrorist threat.  There was another cool one where I was a character in my favorite vampire show The Originals... I was a trusted friend of the legendary Mikaelson family, of course.  Sheeeeit, I'd love to go back to that again and again.

Mayo is one of the worst food items ever invented.  It's just generally gross and looks kinda like someone jizzed or puked on your sandwich.  Whoever invented it... I wouldn't mind seeing that person get punched one good time.
 
On another note-- I had a lucid dream last night... the thing that fascinates me is that moment when you realize a dream while it's still going on.  I was at home in the dream, but then realize the ceilings, walls and other stuff were wrong... which for some reason gave me the idea I might be dreaming.  To test the theory, I decided to "super-jump" and hover near the ceiling....sure enough it worked, proving my assumption to be correct.  So I went on to just fly around in whatever large building that was...it was fun as usual... then I tried out super-speed as well since I figured it would be boring to waste a lucid dream on just flying around.  This was disappointing though, as for some reason I wasn't as fast as in other dreams....but now I regret not getting much more creative with the situation [time travel, cloning myself, warping reality, etc...some things I've done before in a lucid dream from years ago], since anything goes in Dreamland. 
 
It's interesting that superhuman things like flying and super-speed in a dream seem to be as natural as walking... in the many dreams where I've been able to fly or move superhumanly fast... there was never a learning curve to it that I recall... I just instinctively knew what to do somehow.  Dad has also mentioned flying around quite often in his dreams....hahah usually to get away from this pack of angry dogs that was always chasing him. 😄

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Mayo is disgusting and I refuse to eat it.

Lucid dreams are the absolute best! As a teenager I used to have them very often, then suddenly they stopped once I reached 17 or so. I remember my first distinct lucid dream, it started off as a regular dream where I was on foot being chased by some silhouetted biker dude riding a Harley over an empty bridge in the middle of the night, then for some strange reason I started to realize none of this made sense and the entire scene just shattered...  and I was floating in a void. Then I just started creating whatever popped up in my head and flew around in the sky that looked out of a Reading Rainbow intro.
 
Subsequent lucid dreams were mundane stuff like me dreaming up my own MVC2 arcade with a setting similar to my mall's arcade at the time and practicing Ironman's infinite over and over and over ("Hut Hoot Huh HAH!") and I could strangely feel  the button taps and the timing. (which also shows how insanely obsessed I was with Marvel back then) Truth be told I did see an improvement in my combo skills lol
 
Once I was acclimated to recognizing my dream state I soon realized that there is practically NO LIMIT to what you can do in a lucid dream. The best example is one time I created an entire city styled like a much cleaner NYC; with people doing everyday stuff- traffic, subway, flora/ fauna and even sewer systems, all moving about in "real time" so to speak, and it all felt real but just tad bit "brighter" visually. But that wasn't the craziest part, the really confounding thing is that I could see the city overhead in isometric view, and on ground level and even subterranean level simultaneously!
 
It wasn't like a split screen view either, I was experiencing multiple points of space at the same time, in weird indescribable layers without confusion. It wasn't mentally taxing at all, hell, I didn't even feel the slightest bit overwhelmed. I wasn't even micromanaging the flow of the city but yet cars were stopping at red lights and people were having coherent conversations at cafes and all that stuff. I could pick a random person to focus on like a guy in a suit walking to work and sort of shadow them like a spectre.  My only guess as to how the brain can even do something this amazing is that when you're asleep a lot of the mental processing our neural network devotes in our awake state (depth perception, ambient noise filtering, tactile sensing) can be allocated towards something like this.

Mayo is one of the worst food items ever invented.  It's just generally gross and looks kinda like someone jizzed or puked on your sandwich.  Whoever invented it... I wouldn't mind seeing that person get punched one good time.
 
On another note-- I had a lucid dream last night... the thing that fascinates me is that moment when you realize a dream while it's still going on.  I was at home in the dream, but then realize the ceilings, walls and other stuff were wrong... which for some reason gave me the idea I might be dreaming.  To test the theory, I decided to "super-jump" and hover near the ceiling....sure enough it worked, proving my assumption to be correct.  So I went on to just fly around in whatever large building that was...it was fun as usual... then I tried out super-speed as well since I figured it would be boring to waste a lucid dream on just flying around.  This was disappointing though, as for some reason I wasn't as fast as in other dreams....but now I regret not getting much more creative with the situation [time travel, cloning myself, warping reality, etc...some things I've done before in a lucid dream from years ago], since anything goes in Dreamland. 
 
It's interesting that superhuman things like flying and super-speed in a dream seem to be as natural as walking... in the many dreams where I've been able to fly or move superhumanly fast... there was never a learning curve to it that I recall... I just instinctively knew what to do somehow.  Dad has also mentioned flying around quite often in his dreams....hahah usually to get away from this pack of angry dogs that was always chasing him. 😄

I started Witcher 3.  Goodbye life. =[

Mayo is one of the worst food items ever invented.  It's just generally gross and looks kinda like someone jizzed or puked on your sandwich.  Whoever invented it... I wouldn't mind seeing that person get punched one good time.
 
On another note-- I had a lucid dream last night... the thing that fascinates me is that moment when you realize a dream while it's still going on.  I was at home in the dream, but then realize the ceilings, walls and other stuff were wrong... which for some reason gave me the idea I might be dreaming.  To test the theory, I decided to "super-jump" and hover near the ceiling....sure enough it worked, proving my assumption to be correct.  So I went on to just fly around in whatever large building that was...it was fun as usual... then I tried out super-speed as well since I figured it would be boring to waste a lucid dream on just flying around.  This was disappointing though, as for some reason I wasn't as fast as in other dreams....but now I regret not getting much more creative with the situation [time travel, cloning myself, warping reality, etc...some things I've done before in a lucid dream from years ago], since anything goes in Dreamland. 
 
It's interesting that superhuman things like flying and super-speed in a dream seem to be as natural as walking... in the many dreams where I've been able to fly or move superhumanly fast... there was never a learning curve to it that I recall... I just instinctively knew what to do somehow.  Dad has also mentioned flying around quite often in his dreams....hahah usually to get away from this pack of angry dogs that was always chasing him. 😄

I wonder if the path of evolution is usually the same on other worlds... like there's some other planet in this or another galaxy that is similar to Earth... perhaps it's at the early stages and there's creatures similar to dinosaurs over there right now..?  I am always curious about how many worlds went the same route as this one, complete with similar animal kingdoms and civilizations.  I think this planet and its history is something that gets repeated at least a few times out there.  There's other bipedal dominant species out there like us that are also wondering--"hey, maybe there's some other world out there like what we have here..?"  The sad thing is when you realize how many other worlds out there will forever be unknown. 
Even if mankind ever gets to the point of truly mastering interstellar travel (*it's really doubtful, imo)... imagine how many worlds are already lost to time...like say there's an "Earth 2" out there with similar civilizations and everything, but they all went extinct a few thousand years ago either due to global war, or natural disasters... like a sufficiently large meteor hitting the planet, a gamma ray burst, the death of their own star, etc. etc.  Eventually there's literally no trace of evidence that they ever existed.  
 
Debbie Downer moment of the day--- the same is true for this world.  Eventually, there will be nothing left, and even if a future advance species cruises by this spot where Earth once was... they'd have no idea anyone or anything was here previously.
 

I wonder if the path of evolution is usually the same on other worlds... like there's some other planet in this or another galaxy that is similar to Earth... perhaps it's at the early stages and there's creatures similar to dinosaurs over there right now..?  I am always curious about how many worlds went the same route as this one, complete with similar animal kingdoms and civilizations.  I think this planet and its history is something that gets repeated at least a few times out there.  There's other bipedal dominant species out there like us that are also wondering--"hey, maybe there's some other world out there like what we have here..?"  The sad thing is when you realize how many other worlds out there will forever be unknown. 
Even if mankind ever gets to the point of truly mastering interstellar travel (*it's really doubtful, imo)... imagine how many worlds are already lost to time...like say there's an "Earth 2" out there with similar civilizations and everything, but they all went extinct a few thousand years ago either due to global war, or natural disasters... like a sufficiently large meteor hitting the planet, a gamma ray burst, the death of their own star, etc. etc.  Eventually there's literally no trace of evidence that they ever existed.  
 
Debbie Downer moment of the day--- the same is true for this world.  Eventually, there will be nothing left, and even if a future advance species cruises by this spot where Earth once was... they'd have no idea anyone or anything was here previously.
 

heh, looks like they drew her to have that general "mixed girl from the '80s" look....nice.... looks like she had a jheri curl though, so point deduction on that.  
 
*youtube stuff again--- I'll just never agree with Angryman's constant defense of the "Pookie & Ray-Ray" types, man....at the very least, it seems like we have different ideas of that that description means.  Sometimes it's like he's using that describe the "average dudes" from the hood.... but I think of that as another term to indicate the riff raff... the worthless TRASH that gives all of us a bad name and constantly adheres to all the negative stereotypes that come to mind. (this is why I think a more accurate term is the "Deebo")  That stupidity should never be defended.  The trash is why there is no bright future for our "tribe", y'know?  New generations are being spawned by only those on the low end of the totem pole. 
Young girls and women have the choice between the Urkels and the Deebos... we all know which ones they are really going for, and that is ultimately to the detriment of the tribe, assuming one even cares about such a thing.  Instead of more Urkels or "Obamas"(*wherever one is on the political spectrum, I think most reasonable people can at least agree he and his wife are intelligent people)--- we're repeatedly churning out more new generations of Deebos...and often times the new generations are actually dumber than the preceding ones.

heh, looks like they drew her to have that general "mixed girl from the '80s" look....nice.... looks like she had a jheri curl though, so point deduction on that.  
 
*youtube stuff again--- I'll just never agree with Angryman's constant defense of the "Pookie & Ray-Ray" types, man....at the very least, it seems like we have different ideas of that that description means.  Sometimes it's like he's using that describe the "average dudes" from the hood.... but I think of that as another term to indicate the riff raff... the worthless TRASH that gives all of us a bad name and constantly adheres to all the negative stereotypes that come to mind. (this is why I think a more accurate term is the "Deebo")  That stupidity should never be defended.  The trash is why there is no bright future for our "tribe", y'know?  New generations are being spawned by only those on the low end of the totem pole. 
Young girls and women have the choice between the Urkels and the Deebos... we all know which ones they are really going for, and that is ultimately to the detriment of the tribe, assuming one even cares about such a thing.  Instead of more Urkels or "Obamas"(*wherever one is on the political spectrum, I think most reasonable people can at least agree he and his wife are intelligent people)--- we're repeatedly churning out more new generations of Deebos...and often times the new generations are actually dumber than the preceding ones.

ehhhhh I'm not so sure about the plantain, but I haven't had peanut butter on a burger before... I'll admit I'm intrigued by that concept specifically... and bacon is always ok on a burger for me.  I'd try that.
 
Ok, that TMNT....
Why in the hell is Raph about 2x bigger than the other 3 turtles?!  He's the 'roided up "Scott Steiner" of the group now!   Annnnd now April is black for some reason. 😆 Race-swaps on any character are usually hilarious to me.  (*one of the worst, silliest examples that come to mind before this one -- Jimmy Olsen who is now suave, tall black dude ladies' man "James Olsen" on Supergirl.... he also becomes a hero as well around season 2 or 3... basically an entirely different character at this point...like if you had a tv show where James Bond 007 is now a fat nerdy hispanic high school teen... or Aeon Flux is now a depressed elderly Jewish man in a retirement home somewhere in Florida.) Interesting, my baby Kat Graham is playing the voice of April though.... niiiice legendary CW hotness there. What the hell is up with Splinter?!?!  He's fat and lazy now?!  What is this? Other than some questionable character redesigns, I like the overall look and animation though.  This might actually be enjoyable if the Turtles  weren't so visually out of wack there.

Someone mentioned a burger from an ATL restaurant called Vortex called "Fat Elvis"
It has bacon, sweet plaintains, and peanut butter with a standard beef patty/bun.
Would you eat it? (I know Million is going to vote "no" lol)
 

well folks.  Here it is.
 

It........could've been worse, right?

Funny Names 
 
 
Black folks, you have so many injustices while living in America. At the very least, dont start your offspring off with them by christening them ...

 
 
Jack Abramoff doesn't feel so bad compared to this guy..
 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 

Dio was to good for this world...

I've come to the realization that youtubers are Million's version of daytime soaps.  It all makes sense now.