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    The MEGASHOCK Saloon Thread 3: Chinder Chagger Edition

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    1 hour ago, J-ride said:

    Generally being friends with women tends to result in unhealthy relationships.  I'm sure someone is going to chirp in about how they have a female friend and it's not that way at all but this is the reality of how most of them end up.  It is just wasting time and energy for nothing.  This girl sounds JUST like a girl I was hung up on in college, so don't think I haven't been there too.  She was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder:  https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Borderline-Personality-Disorder

     

    Sometimes it's better to walk away and just ignore what everyone else is telling you.  They can't be saved, and it's a hard pill to swallow, because you are being inundated with propaganda that says a good guy just needs to step up.  Well, I'm here to tell you that's a load of bullshit.  There is no reason to sacrifice for someone who doesn't deserve or appreciate it.

     

    Honestly if you take a step back and look at this friendship, I suspect you will find it benefitted her much more than you.  So why would you want to be in a one sided friendship?

     

     

    The ironic thing is, that she'll fully go on the same path as I did originally 11 years ago, which was the intent to push everyone away by no longer seeing any merit to keeping the peace in family and other love one's relations, which I returned to that path today. She feels the exact same about who is in her circle too. I can't keep my mother's deceased wishes anymore for example, as I was one of the very few that wanted to uphold that. The rest just didn't care after her funeral. So, I no longer care about them.

     

    I'm aware of her disorder, which she doesn't want to talk about it. Considering the way this reality was and still is set up for the honest path of honor and respect to get ahead fairly, I rather stretching the truth from now on. As much I was raised to disagree with this, being a good person is such a narrow path to profit from. Always. I can't be what other people try to be. It's too much of a chore. 

     

    Yeah. I should know especially, that it did benefitted her much more than me, which is why I 've kept pushing her away. I was very attracted to her and kept taking her back, knowing in full well how we both felt about each other for years. We're just spending time with each other before we eventually go our separate ways, again. We agree that it will be permanent this time, because we both know that it's very unhealthy. I'm fine with it. 

    The MEGASHOCK Saloon Thread 3: Chinder Chagger Edition

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    20 hours ago, Chadouken said:

    Try some shrooms and elk meat.

    LOL. I feel like I'm stronger now. Mentally, at least. I think attachments that are too strong always left me highly vulnerable, but having strength is really what creates boundaries. It looks like she still considers me a bestie, but I think us giving the space we need really benefitted the both of us. 

     

    I can't really blame what kind of person she is, considering our backgrounds are similar in pleasing people at the beginning, then get tossed aside. At the end, I can't judge her anymore. I'm no different.

    The MEGASHOCK Saloon Thread 3: Chinder Chagger Edition

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    Losing my best friend still have me in emotional turmoil, because I was attracted to her. Considering what we been through, which is a combination of love and hate personality quite honestly, I had to give her up to her future husband. He was seriously going to attack me that night, balling his fists up with a shitty look everytime we walked pass each other. Since I've dropped her, he's happy, and very much laughing at me. She, at this point, told me that if I say a remark towards him and if whatever happens, she'll have his back. And guess what? Her fiancé is like my father, so that's that. 

     

    Honestly, at the sametime, it is for the best, because I was tired of us being all under each other. She's not dedicated to anyone, but instead use people for financial benefits and sex. As soon as she gets something out of you that's beneficial to her, she'll throw you away, and admit it to me that she'll eventually push everyone away. Either way, I could never deal with any form of love feelings. It's just inconvenient for me and investing my all in someone, and then something happens where we exile from each other, I break down, and it's brutal where I've been drinking too much lately over someone like her.

     

    I don't know if I can ever recover from this. It's best not to get close to anyone anymore, because I can't take rejection.

     

    The Return of.. Terribly Unpopular Opinions.

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    On 10/7/2021 at 10:25 PM, DarkSakul said:

    And I am one of those people. I told people I do not want them in my life before over their political opinions. 
    Certain shit I don't bide by, and if they going to be a rotten individual that they can leave. 

    I agree. The thing is that they tried to force it on me. Had they not engaged in that, I wouldn't have let them go. My bestie is religious and her knowing full well that I'm anti-religious, she loves me alot and sympathize with me to not go there, especially due to past childhood abuse of an angry religious relative that I've kept my mouth shut for so he wouldn't have to do serious time. Doesn't mean I forgive him.

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    2 hours ago, DoctaMario said:

    Do you guys have games you can't play just for fun? 

    Then, it wouldn't be worth it for me. It's one thing to progress in something and should you do, you have a degree of interest for that game, making it fun. Only the person draws the line of fun, if being dominant for them is a life or death situation. To me and only to me, such a lust for win blinds that person into reaching their full potential.

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    Posted · Edited by iEmptyeyes
    Strange. LOL.

     

    It seems like I've breaking the barriers for high level Fighting Ex Layer Another Dash and also applying that to other newer fighting games. I'm becoming much more unorthodox, as a more effective way to approach various level player interpretations. Interesting that the prominent players did express confusion and frustration against the way I perform. However, a more conservative convenience was never that effective against them, as that can be solved without much trouble.

     

    I would need to find a way, however, for this discovery I've developed recently, to surface quickly at the beginning of the session, instead of later in those matches. However, I think the tendency for me to bring this out fully, depends on the quantity of the matches in standard.

     

    A FT5 against them is the mindset of requiring it very quickly and developing on it against my opponents. However, a FT10 and beyond, it's hard to sustain, due to an attention span problem.

     

    I guess I'll work on that.

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    18 hours ago, Vhozite said:

    Trolling salty mfs is the best part of fighting sore losers. I’ll never start a flame war or anything like that but I will absolutely egg on someone raging in my DMs lol. 
     

    Nothing makes me rub my hands faster that “x created a group with you” on PlayStation lmao. If they do it super fast you know they mad lol. 

    LOL. I'm trying to resist Stella Rosa today. Tch. Lovely good that is, where I hold my mouth open in a suggestive matter when I think about it. However, the rest of the butt hurt types yesterday, I've called them great names. I feel more proud of being antagonistic against them. It's rough being a good person to those who love to fuck with you. No more, however. 

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    7 minutes ago, Sonero said:

    Now you're getting it.

     

    When the archive is up, I'll link some nonsense that happened to me earlier. Guy ranted for a good hour because I hit him with some base level stuff with Giovanna. Kind of hilarious TBH

    I need a drink now. He ruined my day. I think I'm going to start trolling those people for getting on my nerves from now on, plus being drunk in the process. That will show them. LOL.

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    Posted · Edited by iEmptyeyes

    Heh. I'm fed up with sore losers from this damn genre. I pick the weakest characters and downgrade myself to new players by request. However, they remove me, they block me on social media when I provide encouragement. However, in their minds are that they've lost the session? They just expect things to come so easy for them. Nothing in life is, but yet they insist on being derogatory? Any of those terms that were used against me, I guess it's tough for them to lose to me? Tch. I'm no longer going to be kind to them anymore. 

    Melty Blood: Please play it

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    The Melty Blood netcode is very nice, even across seas with my bestie in Finland. A 20 year hiatus from this series. LOL. I think during matches, I shouldn't be lost in deep thought, because I tend to analysis things in the sessions in this genre especially. However, I've managed in my first session in 20 years. LOL. It was nice practice, evaluating in the groove.

    The Street Fighter V Thread, vol. 2

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    Posted · Edited by iEmptyeyes

    22 hours ago, DoctaMario said:

    Man, I got assblasted online today, I don't think I won more than 5 matches of probably close to 30+ I played. feelsbadman

    It happens, definitely. I've finally bested NA's top player, narrowly, today. The score was 5 to 4. However, the both us were dropping execution timing. It's generally quite time consuming to search for your strongest character and having to require your skills so quickly during the process, with resisting to tendency to counter pick your opponent at the sametime. 

     

    I've only been playing in Fighting Ex Layer Another Dash since the release in May and the veterans have been playing the series in the total for a couple of years now. It's impressive that I'm holding my own this quickly in the same year. Due to having experience the SFEX series a long time ago, the losses against me by top players really paid off. Thanks to them and the FEXL community, I'm in my prime again. 

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