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I see. Cisco's post was deleted about me being disgusting and cookie loving. And I don't mind posting a picture of myself eventually, skipping the formalities. If you read this Cisco, I'll post a picture when I'm at a more comfortable weight, since I care about my image, so hold me to that. Until then, loosen up a little.

I've read through the political topics from SRK not too long ago. He seems to have more resentment for the left wing, but the right wing to a lesser extent. While I don't think the two party system will grant light at the end of tunnel and no matter how much a person wants to escape or ridicule it, politics will always take an interest in you.

Wow, what a far-out-there response. I kind of understand on why iStu X looped me, you, and Deadly Raver together. Though, it's always refreshing to see interesting characters here.

What an emotionally triggered post, but I can't relate to a deceased relative's debt transferred to myself. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss. Loving mothers should be honored and cherished. You're post had me to reflect on how tragic her last breath was in the hospital 15 years ago, but remembering who she was prior, I wish that she was here with me.

I wouldn't give yourself a hard time, but know this. While I believe no one is the same, I think there is a difference between putting so much effort into being different where it isn't authentic and it's a chore to preserve (I'm not saying you), than having it come naturally through the trials and tribulations of one's life.

Well, there's my brother who's also a covid denier. He would always question the CDC/World Health Organization and overconfident on his over analysis on the virus, which is ironic, because he didn't do so well in more logical fields pertaining to science in college, so he went with Graphic Designing and graduated. So, I don't understand why would he and others would be in the position to question and reject facts, when they have no credentials to show for. He has asthma and if he catches the virus, he's in trouble and that's on him. People with that mentality have died or lived to tell about their regret of not taking this seriously. Just because people are pandemic fatigued, doesn't mean they should be given a pass for ignorance.

I guess I would need to finish the downloadable content and to get all parts and weapons from Daemon X Machina. I was inactive from it for a year after I finished the story campaign. I hope this become a series, but it's niche to the west.

I can respect that. I'm a bit of a rebel and kind of sympathize with nihilism having been there before, so it's a typical view from me. I guess on the subject of child abuse, I feel that a parent that forces their religious beliefs on the child, that child should be taken away, due to the psychological hold and outcome that it has on the majority. Though I don't think I'm suppose to be talking about religion, because the rules here are a bit stuck up for me.

If you don't mind me asking, but it's kind of an odd question from your avatar, what anime does he belong to? I thought the character always looked like he had perverted intentions, but I could be wrong.

I have more of a preference for baby faced adults (which applies to myself, because I get mistaken for a 19 year old) that don't look their age. It's kind of something that she looks to be in her early 20s, but in her early 30s.

https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/new-superearth-planet-discovered-toi-561b/ The planet is about 50 percent larger than Earth but requires less than half a day to orbit its star. “For every day you’re on Earth, this planet orbits its star twice,” said UC Riverside planetary astrophysicist and team member Stephen Kane. Part of the reason for the short orbit is the planet’s proximity to its star, which also creates incredible heat. Its estimated average surface temperature is over 2,000 degrees Kelvin—much too toasty to host life as we know it today, though it may once have been possible. In addition, Kane said that although the planet has roughly three times the mass of Earth, the team calculated its density to be the same as our planet. “This is surprising because you’d expect the density to be higher,” Kane said. “This is consistent with the notion that the planet is extremely old.” The older a planet is, the less dense it’s likely to be because not as many heavy elements were available when it formed, explained Kane. Heavy elements are produced by fusion reactions in stars as they age. Eventually stars explode, dispersing these elements from which new stars and planets will form. Discovery of planet TOI-561b, and additional observations the team made about its composition, have been accepted for publication in the Astronomical Journal. “TOI-561b is one of the oldest rocky planets yet discovered,” said University of Hawaii postdoctoral fellow and team lead Lauren Weiss. “Its existence shows that the universe has been forming rocky planets almost since its inception 14 billion years ago.” Named for NASA’s Transiting Exoplanet Survey Satellite, TESS Object of Interest (TOI) 561 belongs to a rare population of stars called the galactic thick disk. Stars in this region are chemically distinct, with fewer heavy elements such as iron or magnesium that are associated with planet building. The TESS Mission team used the University of California’s access to the W.M. Keck Observatory in Hawaii—home to some of the most scientifically productive telescopes on Earth—to confirm the presence of planet TOI-561b. The observatory’s equipment also helped the team calculate the planet’s mass, density, and radius. Astronomers are continually trying to understand the relationship between the mass and radius of the planets they find. This information yields insight about the interior structure of planets that with today’s technology are too far away to visit and sample. “Information about a planet’s interior gives us a sense of whether the surface of the planet is habitable by life as we know it,” Kane said. “Though this particular planet is unlikely to be inhabited today, it may be a harbinger of a many rocky worlds yet to be discovered around our galaxy’s oldest stars.” (I haven't read the articles of this site in a long time, but it's good to hear news like this, instead of bad news.)

I would say that children are overvalued, but I understand why they have no one to speak for them. However, I think on this subject of some of them being apart of the transgender community, the kids should have a say in their transition while being at that age, because the suicide rate in that community is high enough. The think the fixation of controlling their decisions on this subject until adulthood is outdated and obsolete, which the same can be said for marriage from the latter. Regardless, a little leniency wouldn't hurt them.

I've changed my mind. I rather choose physical health and even vanity, over mental health, due to having an underlining condition and how the virus may interact with me should I get it. It would be a dismal way to die of complications, because of my weight. So, I'm going start eating healthy again, exercise, and one day post before and after pictures. I look forward to being thin again.

So, iStu X is Stuart Hayden? It makes sense now. Slowly remembering other old names.

I think the original transformers was fun and creative for it's time. The corny voice acting was compatible to the animated machines.

Cisco...I vaguely remember that name, along with The Damned. I don't think SRK took kindly to religious discussions back then and you could have been the most active in your beliefs at the time, but I could be wrong.

I wish to get a Playstation 5 should a new Virtua Fighter comes, but I'm suppose to go back to college in the fall for culinary arts. My playtime in games have been on the decline for a while, but having it back can last in the duration of the remaining months before school starts for me.

I guess I'll bite this once. I'm failing to see how I'm a nuance to you and possibly to rest. And here I thought the forums are a purpose to connect and engage amongst each other, be it serious, moderate, or casual topics, without crossing foul play. There are interesting people here where I can take advice from and could relate, but you want me to take heed of your warning instead? I understand that I can't be liked by everyone and not the owner of this forum, but can you at the least be a little open-minded? On the other hand, maybe I'm too far out there in general behavior. Luckily, for you it's good timing that I've ran out of things to say about myself at this time. So, that could help ease your intolerance of me.

For hip hop, I've only liked Michael and Janet Jackson. I remember the song "Bad" and loved his stylish clothes, as I saw something similar to them at Hot Topic years ago. I just had to buy the outfit at the time. He was always well dressed with an handsome appearance to match.

Yes, I've watched them at one point, but I prefer the comics and cartoons from the 1990s and 1970s.

This moderator was talking to me, because apparently that's my nickname here. I guess I can't be too honest about my life, since AYO probably feels that I'm beyond inappropriate.

Last post for tonight I think extreme selflessness was the default devotion to a less depressing life for me or so I thought. My mistakes in the past were with not establishing healthy boundaries. The feeling of betrayal by those who took advantage of my kindness and being falsely accused of crimes and having to go through intensive care was one of the abstract cases of my isolation from society, because I was afraid of being hurt again. It took a while with forgiveness a few years down the line, but prior to that, I was filled with anger and homicidal thoughts for 2 years. Though for me, I could never take another person's life, because I'm too empathetic for others, always placing their lives over the well being of my own. After a while, I began to think should I have a healthy balance of the co-existence embedded selfishness and selflessness in me, but the two have lost it's appeal.

I remember at the very beginning when I was a little youngster, I couldn't take defeat from anyone or being kept back a grade in school, where education or gaming (not chess for some reason) were the measure of my entire existence to escape from my childhood problems. Self-absorption of wanting to be the center of attention and feeling destined for greatness, did hinder me. Back in the era when my deceased mother was growing up, she said I inherited the arrogance and sore loser behavior from her, but I turned out even worse than she did, because I would belittle people for doing better than me, throwing or damaging the controller, while she didn't want to bothered in comparison. I've finally grown out of this when my mom died in my early 20s. Her death changed me. I went to take cognitive testing so much later in life, because I suffered from the worsening of memory problems and information being hard to process. The outcome of the testing was severely humbling and was filled with bitterness, because I wasn't who I thought I was. I think even with Borderline Intellectual Functioning, there is always a way to improvise, because I eventually had to acknowledge that perfectionism is flawed by the harsh reality of compromising strengthens and weaknesses.