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I miss being an extra in movies, but that was indeed a long time ago. It's something that I wanted to purse further and wanted to go to theater school, but my relatives wanted me to be something else in life, which was a grave mistake for confirming to. I did waste alot of time and still partly on borrowed time to right my mistakens. Sometimes, I wish reincarnation existed so I could start over on this subject.

Anyway, it was nice meeting and talking to random people, Forest Whitaker, and Rob Lowe on set of certain scenes before taking place. I think the last two movies I was in was The Perfect Day and Hurricane Season.
 
Having been a former brand ambassador for promotional events was the closest opportunity in an attempt to getting other gigs that were available for acting. Having done multiple gigs helped me engage with the people and challenge the convenience of previously being anti-social. 
 
I seem to be addicted to this forum after quitting my job, LOL. 

I believe there are different levels of existence. There are the different levels of Hell. Above Hell is the Reincarnation Cycle with its different levels of suffering. Above the Reincarnation Cycle is the Astral Realm which also has different levels. Above the Astral Realm is Heaven of its infinite levels. Your level of consciousness and evolution will determine where you go. I also believe that you can escape Hell if you end up there.

Well, after Mahatma Ghandi's wife died, 5 years later a little girl appeared in front of Ghandi's house claiming she was her wife reborn. She recounted events of her past life. Gandhi was shocked. He adopted her into his family. So take that as you will. Rebirth is common notion in other parts of the world.
 
I was taught at an early age transcendental meditation, just the first level. But I think on how I want to take the other levels. I think one of my main interests in life is to break my cycle of death and rebirth.

I miss being an extra in movies, but that was indeed a long time ago. It's something that I wanted to purse further and wanted to go to theater school, but my relatives wanted me to be something else in life, which was a grave mistake for confirming to. I did waste alot of time and still partly on borrowed time to right my mistakens. Sometimes, I wish reincarnation existed so I could start over on this subject.

Anyway, it was nice meeting and talking to random people, Forest Whitaker, and Rob Lowe on set of certain scenes before taking place. I think the last two movies I was in was The Perfect Day and Hurricane Season.
 
Having been a former brand ambassador for promotional events was the closest opportunity in an attempt to getting other gigs that were available for acting. Having done multiple gigs helped me engage with the people and challenge the convenience of previously being anti-social. 
 
I seem to be addicted to this forum after quitting my job, LOL. 

Cowboy Bebop, Ghost in the Shell, G Gundam, and Hokuto no Ken are my favorites. I always thought that the lyrics of this song contains alot of weight to carry from an individual through out their lives, which that aspect made it a favorite. Ironically, the feeling of that "weight to carry" is what gave me inspiration to be open to bands like the old Linkin Park over 20 years ago, due to those who identify with depression and anxiety. 
 
The new anime I like and wish to continue is food wars, because I have an interest for culinary arts. 

Preps who use direct deposit is suppose to get it this weekend. Checks are coming later. 
 
I got my first stimulus among the first wave and had to wait until February for the second. I don't get how they fucked up the second with me when it was so smooth the first time around. Who knows where I land with this third one. 

Meat consumption is disgusting at times, which is why I don't eat much of it. Part of me wants to return to veganism, if it wasn't for culinary arts, because I do care a little more about the animals. Eating something dead was always disturbing and hard to contemplate. Yet, I have to acknowledge that plants, which vegans take in are also animals. So, it's hypocritical to say otherwise of the unjustified radical behavior of the community. 

I think it's cruel that us animals are appetite dependent on each other for survival, also in our case for seeing other animals, as a special interest of investment across the board. Therefore, I think that we can't be fully empathetic of every life that currently exists and passed. 
 

Well, to be honest with you, be wary about any PC upgrades and the like right now. There is a silicon shortage and prices, particularly for GPUs, are highly inflated.

Yeah, plants must be killed to be eaten since they are also alive. Vegans seem to not see that plants are alive as well and they must be killed to be eaten. Them not knowing that always blew my mind. I also sometimes find meat eating gross, especially eating beef in streak form. 

Meat consumption is disgusting at times, which is why I don't eat much of it. Part of me wants to return to veganism, if it wasn't for culinary arts, because I do care a little more about the animals. Eating something dead was always disturbing and hard to contemplate. Yet, I have to acknowledge that plants, which vegans take in are also animals. So, it's hypocritical to say otherwise of the unjustified radical behavior of the community. 

I think it's cruel that us animals are appetite dependent on each other for survival, also in our case for seeing other animals, as a special interest of investment across the board. Therefore, I think that we can't be fully empathetic of every life that currently exists and passed. 
 

This was probably my favorite scene from this old movie and John Claude Vandam was my second favorite martial artist next to the father that popularized it. Since I prefer 1980s and 1970s music, Bloodsport had the best movie soundtrack for it's time in hindsight. "On My Own Alone" lyrics by Stan Bush stood out as a favorite.

I should buy this again, because SaGa is my favorite RPG series. I've had second thoughts replacing RPGs with shooters, but I'm still considering Splatoon for it's innovation. I'm glad that they are expanding the stories for characters and would like see them go into detail with Blue's ending. 

I should buy this again, because SaGa is my favorite RPG series. I've had second thoughts replacing RPGs with shooters, but I'm still considering Splatoon for it's innovation. I'm glad that they are expanding the stories for characters and would like see them go into detail with Blue's ending. 

I should buy this again, because SaGa is my favorite RPG series. I've had second thoughts replacing RPGs with shooters, but I'm still considering Splatoon for it's innovation. I'm glad that they are expanding the stories for characters and would like see them go into detail with Blue's ending. 

Just because I dress gothic, doesn't mean I look unique. The only thing that stands out for me is not looking so legal to be honest, being close to 40. I tend to cling to adults that share the same characteristic.

HA!  Let 'em try that shit with MY identity!! 
You ain't getting NO mortgage with MY name on it.  
ATMs look at my broke ass like,"If you touch me I'll call the cops."
Identity thieves typed my name into the dark web once and their whole building turned into a haunted house that eats souls and money.  
They say that if you say my real name backwards five times in front of a mirror...........that you will look rather weird and foolish.  If anything else happens, LEAVE THE HOUSE IMMEDIATELY.
 
In other news my favorite local restaurant seems to have discontinued their homemade cake.  R.I.P. my favorite dessert. 

Here's a funny story of canceling.
 
Teen Vogue staffers call out new editor-in-chief over anti-Asian tweets
 

 
Teen Vogue staffers openly slammed their newly hired editor-in-chief on Monday over recently resurfaced tweets she made that mocked Asian people.
More than 20 employees of the digital publication said in a statement that they penned a letter to parent company Condé Nast about hiring former Axios political reporter Alexi McCammond.
The company announced on Friday that McCammond, 27, had been tapped to lead the fashion title, which frequently tackles political issues.
She was recently embroiled in a media scandal involving the Biden administration after her boyfriend, a White House deputy press secretary, threatened a Politico reporter looking to expose their relationship. He ultimately resigned.
Over the weekend, a series of since-deleted tweets that McCammond posted in 2011, when she was a teenager, resurfaced on social media.
 



 
Condé Nast defended its decision to hire McCammond while pointing out that she apologized for the social media posts.
“Alexi McCammond was appointed editor-in-chief of Teen Vogue because of the values inclusivity, and depth she has displayed throughout her journalism,” the company said in a statement.
“Throughout her career she has dedicated herself to being a champion for marginalized voices.”
 

 
Ulta Beauty Suspends Seven-Figure Ad Campaign in ‘Teen Vogue’ Over Incoming Editor Alexi McCammond Bigoted Tweets
 
“Diversity and inclusion are core values at Ulta Beauty—and always have been,” a spokesperson for the billion-dollar cosmetics company said. “Our current spend with Teen Vogue is paused as we work with Condé Nast to evaluate the situation and determine next steps regarding our partnership.”
 
https://nypost.com/2021/03/11/ulta-pauses-ad-campaign-over-alexi-mccammond-tweet-controversy/
 
Some people have come to her defense claiming that canceling people of color and minorities is wrong 🤷‍♂️
 
 
 

Guard Crushes are old as shit tho...

This is a pretty huge change to the game. 
 
Fighting games are swinging for the fences with some wild (and possibly questionable) stuff lately

^samurai shodown guard crush

personal opinion, but I wouldn't post a picture in here (or online) unless it was needed for something or other and then it would be posted there.  You never know who would try to dox you either now or way into the future.  Just my personal opinion on it.

Well, there's my brother who's also a covid denier. He would always question the CDC/World Health Organization and overconfident on his over analysis on the virus, which is ironic, because he didn't do so well in more logical fields pertaining to science in college, so he went with Graphic Designing and graduated. So, I don't understand why would he and others would be in the position to question and reject facts, when they have no credentials to show for. He has asthma and if he catches the virus, he's in trouble and that's on him. People with that mentality have died or lived to tell about their regret of not taking this seriously.
 
Just because people are pandemic fatigued, doesn't mean they should be given a pass for ignorance. 

I've read through the political topics from SRK not too long ago. He seems to have more resentment for the left wing, but the right wing to a lesser extent. While I don't think the two party system will grant light at the end of tunnel and no matter how much a person wants to escape or ridicule it, politics will always take an interest in you. 

I wouldn't give yourself a hard time, but know this. While I believe no one is the same, I think there is a difference between putting so much effort into being different where it isn't authentic and it's a chore to preserve (I'm not saying you), than having it come naturally through the trials and tribulations of one's life.